Fitrat...

Ek insan ki fitrat ka javab nhi... 
Dhoka usse kiya jiski duao me shamil woh tha... 
Mujhe apne uss kirdar pr gussa bhut h... 
Jise usse mohhabat k siva kuch aata na tha... 
Me khubsurat thi, hassin thi... 
Pr mujhe fareb krna kbhi sikhaya naa gaya... 
Mujhe to us din pani bhi jehr laga... 
Jis din tu mere sath naa tha... 
Mujhse kbhi bhi ek chiti bhi mari nhi gayi... 
Tujhse mera dil kaise mara gaya... 
Me bevkuf thi, naa samjh thi... 
Pr mujhese tera dil dukha naa gaya.. 
Woh Meri har achai najar aandaj krta tha... 
Rat rat bhar jagkr naa jaane kisse bate krta tha... 
Mujhe phone uthane me agr 2 minute late ho jata tha... 
To Har bar naa jaane kyu shak woh mujhpr krta tha... 
Uski har bat sacchi huya krti thi... 
Aur meri har bat zooti hua krti thi... 
Aisi kaisi mohhabat woh krta tha... 
Mere phone me ladko k msg ho to meri fitrat bachchan kehta tha... 
Khud k phn ka password bhi mujhe malum nhi hota tha... 
Aksar mere jismo se khela krta tha... 
Woh mujhse mgr pyar ki kasme leya krta tha... 
Uske gusse ka javab naa tha...
Jb jb rutata tha tb tb mujhe mara krta tha... 
Pr meri uchi aavaj bhi gawara krta naa tha...
Uske aehenkar ka rutba hi alag tha... 
Galiya dena to uska shock tha... 
Kisiko bhi barbad krna uska pesha tha... 
Fir  me hi uska shikar na bnti to kaise chalta... 
Me uski kamjori thi... Aur woh mera ishq tha... 
Me uski aadat thi... Woh meri chahat tha...
Ham dono me frk sirf itna tha... 
Woh sab mrre aalawa chahta tha... 
Aur me uske siwa kuch na chahti thi... 






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